I have another infection in my right eye. Don’t know if this one is going to turn out to be another Filiment Growth or not. But I only see with the eye that keeps having the filiments and infections!!
I have three different drops, an ointment to put in the eye and have to hot pack it every 30 minutes for about 15 minutes or as long as I can stand it.
This worries me so much, because I only see with the one eye, Why couldn’t the "blind" eye have the problems. I say "blind" like this because you cannot tell by looking at me that there is anything wrong with that eye. I am so very fortunate about this because most people have a eye that lookd disgusting and have to wear
dark glasses. If I go blind, I know that I don’t want to continue living any longer, and I won’t.
I live in horrible pain 24/7 due to RSD/CRPS, Fibro, nerve damage due to a broken aneck and back , Every part of my body is in constant pain and I don’t get enough pain meds to really help at all.
The Drs don’t understand that when the pain is from multiple sources it is much harder to treat. I also have neuropathic pain, RA, OA< Ankylosing Spondilitis and a few other pain causing conditions.
Then the Dr says, "Older people don’t need so much pain meds as younger people"
Where in the hell did he get that horse crap from?
Sometimes it gets so frustrating trying to teach all my different Dr about pain. The Oncologist, the Rheumatologist, The Surgeon , the Opthalamologist, and the other Drs that I have to deal with.
Pain is a horrible way to live, Pain meds were manufactured and millions spent on research so why can’t we get proper pain relief?
If the Drs had to live in my body for just one day, they would take so much pain neds that they would be in a coma. That’s not what I want or need. I NEED some decent pain relief, Then maybe I could have some quality of life, More than just the computer, (when the pain lets me) and reading and watching TV.
There’s nothing wrong with these things, but I would love to be able to go to a store and take 15 minutes and just walk around, but the Pian is so bad that I can’t do that.
Can’t do much of anything else either, and now my eye has to go and get another infection. What else is going to happen?
And yea, the eye is very painful also,, just what I need more pain.