Today the pain is so bad. Sometimes I just wish it would all stop. Then, I wonder what that would be like. Actually I want to live another 20 years, but just wish the pain would go down at least a little.
I got my new Kindle 2 and love it. It’s the greatest!!
Then today I went to Amazon.com and got a order all ready, the order can sit there in my shopping cart for 90 days. I want a new TV but it costs $800.00 and my total order would be at $1,000.00 and there is no way in hell that I can pay that.
MY house insurance is due and the is $400.00 so I will have to be among the uninsured. I hate that, because My Mother lost her house after a fire because she had no insurance. And that left her and a bunch of little kids without a plac e to stay.
That was back in 1952 and things were hard. There wasn’t any food stamps or any way for her to get any kind of help. She totally lost everything. I have paid for this house totally once, then took out a mortgage to help my son, and he just laughs if I lose it. Not good.