My Journey

Today the pain is so bad.  Sometimes I just wish it would all stop.  Then, I wonder what that would be like.  Actually I want to live another 20 years, but just wish the pain would go down at least a little.

I got my new Kindle 2 and love it.  It’s the greatest!! 

Then today I went to Amazon.com and got a order all ready, the order can sit there in my shopping cart for 90 days. I want a new TV but it costs $800.00 and my total order would be at $1,000.00 and there is no way in hell that I can pay that.

MY house insurance is due and the is $400.00 so I will have to be among the uninsured.  I hate that, because My Mother lost her house after a fire because she had no insurance.  And that left her and a bunch of little kids without a plac e to stay.

That was back in 1952 and things were hard. There wasn’t any food stamps or any way for her to get any kind of help. She totally lost everything.  I have paid for this house totally once, then took out a mortgage to help my son, and he just laughs if I lose it.  Not good.

I am so alone, there is only one person that I feel close to and that is my granddaughter.   

 

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About albanylinlin5

Love reading with my Kindle 2, Rode the big bikes all my life, but can't ride anymore. Love spending time with a special person who can enjoy b eing quiet together or out and about having fun. Love music, Susan Boyle, early Charlotte Church and more
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